Hi Angel,
No matter. I too don't know who is who anymore.
It seems back to front. Those who were once friends are easily angered, frightening and certainly not as nice as they once were when they wanted something.
In any case, I am sure that I cannot tell anyone something they themselves don't already know or can not bring reference to it somewhere down the line.
I hope you are taking good care of yourself and your family, your horses and your lover. I hope romance and good thoughts are in abundance with you and yours.
Live and learn, many blessings, love and peace, always.